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Saturday, 28 February 2009

  • Justice, Grace, and Glory

     

    "This is the day which the Lord has made; Let us rejoice and be glad in it."

     

    I've been thinking about God's justice for a day or two.  God, my righteous judge, could no more declare me righteous than I could declare myself to be a frog if it were not for the substitution of His precious Son.  My sin required that my God pour out His wrath on me in justice.  Instead, He poured it out, every last drop, on His perfect Son.  Jesus took the fierceness of God's wrath on Himself so that I could experience the depth of His grace.

     

    This morning, with God's justice fresh on my mind, I began weaving through the Psalms after my usual pattern.  Psalm 58 spoke of God's just wrath upon the wicked, but ended with a strange verse - the righteous rejoice at the vengeance poured out on the wicked and "wash [their] feet in the blood of the wicked."  This prompts men to glorify God because they see that He is truly the judge of the earth.

     

    It gets stranger.

     

    Psalm 88 is rather depressing.  God's wrath rests even on His servant, the one who serves Him and seeks to do justice and righteousness.  This guy is doing everything right - he's calling to the Lord, asking Him to deliver him from this affliction so that he can praise the name of the Lord.  And still, at the end of the Psalm, God has not come.  We leave this Psalm with no resolution.

     

    Is this our God?

     

    By the time I got to Psalm 118, I wasn't sure what to expect.  Which turned out to be ok, because this Psalm began much differently - praising God for His everlasting lovingkindness.

     

    What?  How could this be the same God?  His justice requires that He pour out wrath, not exhibit love and mercy.

     

    How could God show this lovingkindness and mercy that Psalm 118 talks about?  It clicked when I got to verse 19:

    "Open to me the gates of righteousness; I shall enter through them, I shall give thanks to the Lord.  This is the gate of the Lord; the righteous will enter through it.  I shall give thanks to thee, for Thou hast answered me; And Thou has become my salvation.

    "The stone which the builders rejected has become the chief corner stone.  This is the Lord's doing; It is marvelous in our eyes."

     

    Who is the gate of righteousness?  Who but Jesus Christ!  Jesus Himself declares in John 10 that only by entering through Him (the Gate) can a person be saved.

     

    Jesus Christ satisfied the wrath of God, ushering in our salvation, allowing us to be justified and made righteous.

     

    I love the next verse:

    "This is the day which the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."

     

    This is the day and age in which Jesus Christ has paid the price, satisfied God's judgment, taken our place, and ransomed us from the hand of the enemy.  This is the day and age in which we can enter in through Christ, the Gate, into the righteousness of His perfect life and be seen as righteous by the Father.  This is the day and age when the Holy Spirit comes to live in the very heart of the person who repents of his vileness and believes on Christ Jesus for salvation.  This is the day and age in which God has seen fit to unleash the power of His grace in our lives.  This is the day and age in which God has chosen to work through us to bring His glory to the nations.  This is the day and age in which God's lovingkindness is everlasting.

     

    Let us rejoice and be glad in it.

Friday, 29 February 2008

  • It doesn't hit me often, but today I have extreme excesses of energy, and am disinclined to channel it into any kind of productive activity.
     
    Did you know:
    - Carbonated beverages make strange noises, which can be enhanced by an extremely quiet room.
    - Empty office lobbies would make great places for jumping jacks, backbends, and handstands.
    - It IS possible to use super glue without getting it on one's fingers.
    - Hair spray that holds hair even remotely in place does not smell nicely.
    - Everyone on the planet is looking for his paycheck today.
    - The word "that" should be used with restrictive clauses, while "which" should be used with non-restrictive clauses.
    - There are approximately 6887 (six thousand, eight hundred eighty-seven) people groups in the world who have yet to hear the gospel.
     
    I have been praying of late that God would give me His heart for the world.  And slowly, slowly, my eyes are being opened to His amazing plan - that all nations would behold His glory and worship Him.
     
    "I am His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which He has prepared beforehand, that I should walk in them."
     
    I am excited as I've been learning what He is doing around the world, and am ecstatic that He has prepared a role for me, that I should walk in it.  I still have so much to learn - but I know that with Him as my personal tutor, the training is only a part of the adventure.

Thursday, 14 February 2008

  • I really do endeavor to blog...but then life overtakes me at breakneck speed, leaving little time for the activities that seem so necessary, much less thoughtful contemplations.
     
    While chauffeuring my seven-year-old princess of a sister to and from her piano lesson, we chatted about the superiority of female sea turtles, how to twirl those clacky-toys effectively, and who I was going to marry.  Upon indicating my lack of intentions, she offered no solutions, only that I "should hurry, because you're already twenty."
     
    Valentine's Day is an interesting topic of discussion, because those who find themselves partnerless on this day tend to spend it in mourning over their misfortunes, while those who come in pairs often care little about the over-commercialized holiday of obligation.
     
    Two years ago, I spent Valentine's with my freckled nose in the air, pompously sniffing at the individuals who took the occassion as salt in the open wound of their singleness - while at the same time secretly longing for the same things for which they openly pined.
     
    Today, I find myself seated in an office, staring at a beautiful bouquet waiting for its intended recipient to arrive, and thinking of my single rose at home from my loving father, reminding me of the One who gave much more than chocolates, flowers, or money for me, His beloved.
     
    I pray that each and every one of you, my dear friends, would find your fulfillment, completement, and total satisfaction in Jesus Christ, the Lover of your soul.  In spite of me, He is intent on teaching me to love and know Him alone, that I may lose my life in His - the only type of existence worth living.
     
    Truly, I'd rather live one day in His presence than span ninety years without Him, even with the assurance of Heaven in the end.
     
    The significance of Valentine's Day for me is that it reminds me of that I am in love with the King of the Universe, and that He's in love with me.

Monday, 24 December 2007

  • From my family to yours...

     

     

     

    Another year is dawning, Dear Master, let it be,

    In working or in waiting, Another year for Thee.

    Another year of progress, Another year of praise,

    Another year of proving, Thy presence all the days.

    Frances Havergal, 1874

     

          As the new year dawns, we welcome the opportunity to review and reflect on this past year while preparing for the coming year.

          On December 28, 2006 Billy’s parents celebrated their 50th anniversary – such a testimony to their children, grandchildren, and now, great grandchild.

          Life remains full and fulfilling.  On Mondays, fifteen homeschool families with 30+ children convene at our home for what Amy and Kaylynn bluntly refer to as “Mass Mayhem” – also known as the co-op.  This consists of the mothers teaching different age-appropriate classes in science, history, literature, etc.  Michael, Joshua and Clara have enjoyed several dissections this year, much to the chagrin of their older siblings, who are less than amused by the sight of sheep organs lying around the kitchen in plastic bags.

          Clara is now seven, and has entered the first grade.  She is enjoying her first year of basketball, and still loves piano lessons with Ms. Judy Causey.  Most days, after finishing her school work, she can be found drawing, coloring, or playing outside with her brothers.

          Michael and Joshua (now ten and eight) spent the summer months in casts, Joshua in a leg cast and Michael an arm.  Not slowing them down a bit, the casts accompanied them to Boys’ Missions Camp in June (with Dad), and served them well as they swam, climbed rock walls, and rode horses.  They continued to enjoy another year of softball, basketball, and piano, however, the highlight of their school year was the father/son campout in nearby Gloster, Mississippi, where they shot guns, played lethal games of  tug-of-war, rode four-wheelers, and fell out of trees (well, maybe just Michael did the falling).  Michael was even able to go on a mission trip to Mexico with Linda, Joy, and Katherine.

          Andrew continues to remain healthy and happy and is hoping for a new wheelchair this year.  After seven years, the old chair is causing much suffering for anyone who even attempts to push it in a straight line.  He still enjoys visits from his therapists through the new City of Central school system.

          Katherine writes: After long months of school, summer finally arrived, and with it, TIA (Teens in Action) camp.  The next week, I attended the Louisiana Baptist All-State Youth Choir, or LBASYC (la-BA-sic), for short.  The whole tour to Texas consisted of eating, sleeping, and driving, with a little sleep on the side – oh and singing.  Then I went back to camp, but this time as a “Wrangler in Training.”  Getting up before six was the only drawback during those two weeks.  Between my two wrangling weeks, I went to my aunt’s VBS in Texas.  Here, I was able to regain lost sleep, and greatly enjoyed “growing roots” to my cousin’s game cube.  We did emerge every now and again for volleyball and food.  Two weeks later, I suddenly found myself with no social life outside of school due to math, piano, debate, apologetics, Latin, history, writing, literature, chemistry, and choir.  I eventually adapted, though riding my horse every day was becoming less and less common.  During the Thanksgiving holidays, I went on a mission trip to Reynosa, Mexico.

          Joy writes: Let's see, I (Joy) am supposed to give a summary of my year.  I guess our amazingly awesome vacation was the best.  Ten people taking a road trip in a motor home; it doesn't get much better than that.  I really did enjoy the relaxing family time that we got to spend together before the whirlwind of summer caught us.  Early in the summer, Katherine and I all got to participate in the Louisiana Baptist All State Youth Choir.  A little advice, though: never go on a choir tour with a sore throat – I had lost my voice completely by the third day of practice.  Most of my summer, however, was spent working at camp as a counselor.  I thoroughly enjoyed it, and of course I learned a lot.  It was really neat to see God working there; even in the lives of 1st graders.  I’m a junior in school this year and it's been the busiest year yet.  Among our other subjects, Mom and Dad somehow tricked Katherine and me into doing debate.  I'm still not sure how…don't tell, but I'm actually beginning to like it.  My favorite subject is still piano.  I turned 17 this year!  No curfew on my license, but since October I've only stayed our past 11 once.  Unfortunately, I am still directionally challenged, and though no one believes me, I think I'm getting a little bit better.  OK, maybe a tiny bit better.  Moving on…well never mind, I'm done.  Someone else's turn!

          Kaylynn writes: At the beginning of this year, I settled into a daily routine of working when I'd rather be sleeping, sleeping when I ought to have been studying, and studying when the rest of the world is either working or sleeping.  Now, 12 months and, miraculously enough, 26 credits later...my year ends in much the same way it began.  Merry Christmas, everyone.

          Amy writes: With only two tests standing between me and my BA, I’m looking forward to a spring semester without demanding online classes, 50+ papers, or calculus.  I would still like to attend seminary, but am putting that off until the fall so that I can spend a semester putting my business degree to work at Delta.  For 12 weeks this summer I worked at the Judson Baptist Retreat Center as an intern and watched in awe as God changed lives, especially during the week of our 7th and 8th grade girls’ camp.  Kaylynn, Joy, the other counselors, and I shared things God had taught us with the 45 girls He brought that week, and we witnessed His Spirit work in their lives.  This year, I’ve learned that my family really can be my best friends –the amazing time we had crammed into a motor home for two weeks cemented that in my mind.  From rigged games of “I Spy” and hours of “Scooby-Doo”, to hiking back up a mountain to recover Joy’s video camera; I treasured every moment of that trip and thank God for my nine best friends.

          Billy and I continue to be amazed at God’s goodness!  This summer we were somehow able to coordinate ten schedules and take a 2 week family vacation out west, something we had talked and dreamed of doing for the past 12 years.  We realized with the girls getting older and schedules getting harder to coordinate, it was now or never.

          We viewed 4500 miles of God’s creation including the Redwoods, Sequoias, Grand Canyon, Crater Lake, Yosemite and Yellowstone.  We learned why buffalo are almost extinct now (they’re not all that bright).  But the highlight of the trip had to be Mom rolling herself up in the window (we have video to prove it!).

          We know it was God’s grace that we were able to spend 2 weeks together in a motor home and not only not kill each other, but really enjoy each other.  We made some precious memories.

          But then again, it is God’s grace that sustains us each day and empowers us to seek His best for our lives and the lives of others.  May God’s grace sustain and empower you and yours this coming year.

    The Clarks!

    Merry Christmas - your friendship is priceless.

Monday, 01 October 2007

  • The discussion topic for the morning was wisdom.  More specifically, the wisdom to know what to do during trials.

    “What kinds of situations necessitate this wisdom?” queried the leader.

     

    “Well now, that’s kind of like when my wife was alive,” began the man.

    His white hair (of which there was little) was yet not enough to betray his age, which was well over eighty.  His voice, also, though it quavered slightly, tended toward sounding experienced rather than worn.

     

    “For the last six and a half years of her life, when she was in the nursing home, I fed her lunch every day.”  His voice held no hint of resentment, neither a trace of the hardship that most would feel at such a trial.  His hands, which must have spooned the food into her mouth, are now gnarled and tanned from the new pastimes that have been developed to fill the time that was once hers.

     

    “Even though she didn’t who I was for those six and a half years, I went to the nursing home every day.  And I found that I loved her more than I had during all the years of our marriage.  I remembered the things I had done during our marriage that I shouldn’t have, and I thought that maybe I should be the one with Alzheimer’s.  But since I wasn’t, I cared for her.  And I loved her more than I ever had, even though she didn’t know.”

     

    As the man spoke these words, tears filled his eyes.  His voice trembled.  Every eye in the room was upon him.  Most blurred with their own tears, from middle-aged couples, aspiring to the example set before them, to the starry-eyed youth, whose dreams had just been expanded by a picture of the truest love possible.  It has been several years since his beloved wife was reunited with her Savior.  The woman who now sat beside him with moist eyelids attested to the unfailing love radiating from his being.  She knew the story he told.  Hers was nearly identical.

     

     

    Oh for a love story such as that.  That the essence of unfailing, unaffected, selfless love would impress itself upon my heart.  To love – truly love – without expecting or even receiving anything in return.  In our world today, where a cheap substitute for love has been accepted as the real thing, unselfish commitment is forgotten.  Feeling has replaced giving, and when the feeling fades, the eyes of the purported “lover” wander.

     

    Don’t they realize that giving produces the feeling?

    To have that kind of a love story…

     

    And yet, I have.

    “How deep the Father’s love for us,

    How vast beyond all measure!

    That He should give His only Son

    To make a wretch His treasure.”

     

    Father, overwhelm me with Your unfailing love.

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